Wow another crazy week! I say that, like, every week, but something crazy always happens.
This week, Sister Krumperman and I got a lot of surprises. The first one, is that I will be going to South Korea this week! Every three months, the volunteers here go on a visa trips to get a new visa. I don't need to renew mine yet, but Sister Krumperman was going to be the only sister in her group, so I get to go with her! I am so excited to go to the temple there. The second surprise was even more dramatic. Right now, Sister Krumperman is my trainer. She basically is teaching me how to be a missionary. Normally, the trainer is with the trainee for 2 transfers (12 weeks), but for some reason, President decided that Sister Krumperman needs to be in Novosibirsk this transfer. So, that means that I am getting a new trainer this week! Which also means that she doesn't know the people here or the area, so I have been stressing just a bit about that. I need to know all the people that we meet with and work with and all that stuff, and I still don't really speak Russian... yayyyyy. But I'm overall very excited! We are also moving into our new apartment on April first (I don't know if I mentioned that... but yeah, we got a new apartment), so there's a ton going on this week.
We had a ton of really good meetings with people this week. My favorite one was with a woman named Valentina. She is a little mentally not there, and she has periods where she comes to church every week, and periods where we don't see her at all. She's been coming to church for the past couple of weeks, and we didn't know if she was ok to meet with or not (because of her mental state) but she asked us to come by. We talked about feeling the Holy Ghost. We all chose our favorite hymns, sang them, and talked about why we liked them. It was a very powerful experience. Sister Valentina is a little sick and couldn't sing very well, so she mostly listened. We finished singing, and she started talking about how sad she was. She was just looking for a job last fall, but she got sent to a mental facility. She didn't understand why God would do that to her, and why He wouldn't just give her a job. We told her that we didn't know why God allows some of these things to happen, but we do now that He loves her. Everything that happens is so she can learn, grow, and be better. He does love her, more than anything. And we love her too. In the middle of saying that, Sister Valentina stands up, and gives both of us a really tight hug. I don't know if I've ever felt that much love for someone that I don't really know or understand before. All I can say, is that I know God loves that woman. I know because I have felt some of His love for her, and it was so incredibly powerful.
This week, I also realized how truly happy I am here, which I think is such a testament to my mission and to the gospel. I am constantly doing, thinking, and living the gospel. I have never read my scriptures so much, prayed so much, so constantly thought and prayed about other people, so often looked for God's blessings in my life. While I always feel like I can be doing better, I am so much happier than I have been in such a long time. Part of it is my love for Russia and the people I have met here, but it also comes from living the gospel to the best of your abilities. God really is a merciful God. He will never force us to do anything, but this wonderful plan that He has given us is a roadmap. If we choose to follow it, we will be so much happier. I know that. I can feel it. Take advantage of this gift that God has given us.
I love you all! I'm so sorry I'm always so short on time, but I read each of your letters, and I really appreciate all of your love and support:)
Sister Jones